haha went on a camera craze yesterday and shot a total of over 50 photos.
Not yet developed!
Im so eager!
Oh well, have to turn in early



The game your eyes played that night lingers at th back of my head.
Found a new website to upload all my zaopianS
I feel like im th only one in this, alone.
But this is not within my control.
so.fucking.screwed.up.
But i miss the smell of you even more (:
- Mood:
cranky
I cannot understand why some disgusting people are allowed on lookbook!
SHEESH.
Anyway, went to my first uncle's funeral,
Went over to see the body and pay my last respects but
Before I knew it, tears already started to stream down my face.
My heart aches for those whose lives have been taken out of them.
It's like
what the fuck?
I just talked to you last chinese new year and now,
you're lying, white and cold, in a box.
Shit, my heart turns cold for all livings in this world.
There's always an end.
- Mood:
drained
Life is so boring, there's nothing to do everyday.
But there's one thing that keeps me going,
and that's you, baby. :)
- Mood:
content
( @ butter )
- Mood:
Dying
=(
It was a mere misunderstanding!
Glad that his mum cleared the doubts,
and everything went back to normal.
Heh
and I got a pearly bandung soya milk after that.
=D
Went to AMK to trim our brows then went home and watched
Iloveyou, Beth Cooper!
Was okay I supposed.
Had onion rings for dinner!
Then went hoome at about 11pm and had supper at HwaNam.
Now,
I'm happily watching powerpuff girls!
I love LGY. ;)
- Mood:
ecstatic







Like a lost screw,
i'm not ready to move ahead, to reach out to anyone.
I fear watching myself fall so deep, struggling to survive.
Tho I must not deny,
Irregardless of status,
you are special to me.



Will upload peeks of butter prolly tonight or tmr night :) Just wna upload them all up ASAP tho th peeks are all fucking cui. Everyday's just work work & more work. But least my babies are working upstairs. ;) Not forgetting, Jer & all had been down here 2 days str8 w/ EW. Stupid niia0niia0 came ystd also! :-* I keep coughing non stop, urgghh it's depriving me of sleep.
Feels weird that Robots&kaybeeboo is overseas. B is going tmr :'( Urggh quickly come back everyone! I wna partayee w/ my pretty girls again! Sian, this year im not going anywhere. Last year also, it's been quite a while since i last went overseas w/ my family :(
- Mood:
bored
I feel like im screwing up my life by talking to the wrong person. Stop flooding my mind :(
- Mood:
lost
I love how real your words are
I hope this will nv end, well for now.
This is getting deep.
- Mood:
loved
Have been working lately, seldom have time to go out and stuffs
but
finally, get to meet my bestest bestest friend, GRACIE BABY SOON RUIXIAN!
hiak Im so glad please.
We went town and walked around, in hope of finding the perfect dress for her cousin's wedding dinner!
What's most important is that
WE FINALLY GET TO SEE EACH OTHER AFTER LIKE SO DAMN LONG!
She left to meet ben for his prom while I went to max's house with baby!
gosh!
I SIMPLY LOVE BABY KEVION SO DARN MUCH KNOW!
HE KEEPS SMILING IN HIS SLEEP AND HIS HANDS WOULD SWING AROUND AS IF LEADING AN ORCHESTRA!
haha
I wanna have a baby too, would you give me one?
=(
Doubt that's ever gonna happen.
Holidays are ending real soon.
Another 2 more weeks, poof, gone.
My baby would then be heading for the army
while I will be a sad girl studying in preparation of her A level's.
How sucky life can be!
IM GONNA STUDY DAMN DAMN HARD NEXT YEAR,
FUCK EVERYTHING AND JUST STUDY, BELIEVE ME ;)
- Mood:
listless
Catch this space
xxx
- Mood:
Fat - Music:Whatcha say
